It's all about the narrative in your head, the running thoughts as you say. Thinking back to my first years progressing in system design and architecture, I wou

It's all about the narrative in your head, the running thoughts as you say. Thinking back to my first years progressing in system design and architecture, I would lose myself for hours in these day dreams of code and relations and practical uses; being in this interconnected mental place so often creates familiarity, this mental castle product. But yes you get lost there and face a lot of your own fears too.