When I ask myself that question, the only thing that comes to mind is freedom. So I guess a bit of both - joy of secured freedom (a profitable company) and fear

When I ask myself that question, the only thing that comes to mind is freedom. So I guess a bit of both - joy of secured freedom (a profitable company) and fear of losing my freedom (having to get an office job again). After experiencing the freedom of working exactly the way I want to (through the night, sleep during day, days off if I need them), it feels me with huge dread to think of going back to answering to a 'boss'. Ugh. So I guess I'm more heavily weighted in the fear of losing my current freedom.