This kind of reminds me of having a few favourite VHS tapes and watching them over and over as a little kid. I used to think it was disconcerting, but I also h

This kind of reminds me of having a few favourite VHS tapes and watching them over and over as a little kid. I used to think it was disconcerting, but I also had peers that did the same and turned out alright, so I wonder if it's part of figuring out stimulus/work/gratification/reward/effort as a child and eventually growing into an adult.