Maybe because you haven't truly answered these questions: 1. From where you actually came from. 2. What are you here for. 3. Where to go afterwards. By the

Maybe because you haven't truly answered these questions: 1. From where you actually came from. 2. What are you here for. 3. Where to go afterwards. By the way, it started with your first intention, i.e. for what did you worked so hard for all these?