Startup: employees their OWN stock option agreement form to submit to their CEO

I'm about to join a new company as an early employee and I find myself at the mercy of getting their paperwork and suggesting edits. I'd like to have my own lawyer draft up the paperwork and turn the tables. But hiring my own lawyer is too expensive and slow. How about a legal zoom type service just for stock options and employment agreements and we really simplify the process with the legal language in the contract plus simple English explaining each part.