"Peter battled his own brand of melancholy...he wasn’t someone who ever really felt happy. He had moments of being “not unhappy,”" This hit a bit too close to

"Peter battled his own brand of melancholy...he wasn’t someone who ever really felt happy. He had moments of being “not unhappy,”" This hit a bit too close to home. not quite as severe for me yet, as right now in those moments i hide it behind a facade of dry humor and try to be an optimist. I'm 25 and work in tech out here in SV, and have no current impulse for illegal drug use and only a light drinker. But, I admit there is a non-zero chance I could one day become Peter. Fuck. Me. - i need to take better care of myself.