I love to build stuff from the ground up - but I rarely get such opportunities in the corporate world. And I am unable to take risk by going on my own (financia

I love to build stuff from the ground up - but I rarely get such opportunities in the corporate world. And I am unable to take risk by going on my own (financial constraints) The corporate life just sucks the soul out of me, and by the time am back to home.. I have nothing left to do creative work. It would be great to have a partner with whom I could collaborate, but I seem to be socially awkward too :(