Yes I think as a child I was more instinctive, the wall between my subconscious and conscious was more permeable. Now everything has to be handed to the go-betw

Yes I think as a child I was more instinctive, the wall between my subconscious and conscious was more permeable. Now everything has to be handed to the go-between that is my monologue and into the conscious. This is why I love playing soccer. You just allow your brain to express its ideas physically, there is no time for intermediation.