That sounds like a tough situation. Even with family, I don't think I could engage with a game like that. I guess in your situation I'd try and be friendly and

That sounds like a tough situation. Even with family, I don't think I could engage with a game like that. I guess in your situation I'd try and be friendly and kind to them but also try and find friendship/support outside your family. Just because they're family doesn't mean you have to fully engage with everything they do.