Ask yourself this, if you're losing sleep over the interview process because of anxiety/stress maybe these companies aren't a great fit right now. A friend of

Ask yourself this, if you're losing sleep over the interview process because of anxiety/stress maybe these companies aren't a great fit right now. A friend of mine studied really hard for three months while working a full time job to get into one of the big four. He got the job purely because he studied coding interview questions. So he moved to the other side of the world with his gf to work there. A year later he went into PIP, got out of PIP and then had so much anxiety he couldn't concentrate on his work. Now he has to move back home with little to show for it. I know this is hard to hear but you most likely will fail until you change your mentality. You're spending your time being very hard on yourself rather than constructively asking why you want this and what is the next step I can take.