I remember early primary school experience where I wanted to say to a girl I liked her. For several years when I was around 15 I remembered actually doing it an

I remember early primary school experience where I wanted to say to a girl I liked her. For several years when I was around 15 I remembered actually doing it and getting "friendzoned", until I found a diary from around 10 where I described that I wanted to do it, but never actually did. It made me realize how remembering imagining doing something is very difficult to distinguish from remembering actually doing something, if it's distant past and you only remember fragments without context. EDIT: also reading stuff you wrote when you was 10 removes all illusions you had about your past genius.