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That a history of trauma and lack of stable attachments in my life has but one likely outcome: The eventual end of my life by my own hands. I see a therapist r
by finaliteration 9y ago
That a history of trauma and lack of stable attachments in my life has but one likely outcome: The eventual end of my life by my own hands.
I see a therapist regularly, but I've always had this sense of being a broken individual who is always a few steps behind everyone else. It feels hopeless and definitely keeps me up at night.
- ddorian43 9y agoI think many are broken in one way or another from experience. Do you exercise ? Any (outgoing) hobbies ?
- cuckcuckspruce 9y agoMost people are broken. Only people who have had a fantastically privileged upbringing and have never felt want don't feel broken in some way, and even then, they likely fake it to fit in. I feel like I'm living in a reference counting memory management system - once nobody else depends on me then I will be reclaimed as garbage. It's what keeps me fighting to stay connected to everyone I know, but it's so tiring.