What you're feeling is sanity giving you a reality check. The possibility of starting to hate your own startup isn't much considered, but as you found out defi

What you're feeling is sanity giving you a reality check. The possibility of starting to hate your own startup isn't much considered, but as you found out definitely exist. You might be heading towards a nice nervous breakdown. Definitely consider seriously making your load lighter, either by delegating your job, or quitting altogether. You're not going to get those years of life back.