It's not sex that I want, it's a family. Why have sex if I can't have kids? Why have kids if they have to kill me? Why have kids if I'm not allowed to live in t

It's not sex that I want, it's a family. Why have sex if I can't have kids? Why have kids if they have to kill me? Why have kids if I'm not allowed to live in the same country as them? No, I don't want to commit fornication in order find out whether we're "compatible in bed". That is partly due to the political problems, and partly due to my religious beliefs. My parents had a chance to kill me before I was born, and it would have been called "contraception". They didn't. I will choose to abstain from sex until I get this political mess sorted out though, so I can deny them the joy of grandchildren.