I guess this hits a nerve. I am serious about liking the company and team. I've made many of my own startups and many thing I've missed there are here now - tha

I guess this hits a nerve. I am serious about liking the company and team. I've made many of my own startups and many thing I've missed there are here now - that's what I mean. I really wish I could be contempt with what I have. Trying to strike out on my own has also caused a lot of stress. Yes, I get the full-on power and passion for 3 days straight, but since none of my projects have gotten anywhere (so far) I've kind of lost motivation there as well. Meditation? Yeah Vipassana is my friend. Can't say I follow Goenka's daily schedule, but it's here. Thanks for the thoughts, I shall keep them in mind.