I am amazed by the number of responses that aren't "find a mental health professional to talk to". Talk to your wife, then talk to your doctor. Don't wind up d

I am amazed by the number of responses that aren't "find a mental health professional to talk to". Talk to your wife, then talk to your doctor. Don't wind up dead or making a rash decision that would seem silly when you're in a healthier frame of mind. I have had the experience of wanting to kill myself on a Friday, and then thinking "boy that was stupid" by Monday. Please seek help, before it gets worse. There is no shame in this.