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I really wonder about the "When Your Child is a Psychopath" one, it was a good story and all, but I wonder how many people read that article and like me left fe
by soperj 9y ago
I really wonder about the "When Your Child is a Psychopath" one, it was a good story and all, but I wonder how many people read that article and like me left feeling like "I can relate". As a kid in pre-school, I pissed in another kids face. In elementary I ripped a kid's eyelid off, and pulled another kid's leg through a bike lock station and then broke it amongst many other things. I never hurt a teacher, but I was under a hundred pounds in gr.6. If I had matured earlier I can't say that I wouldn't have, since they definitely manhandled me after every fight I got into. I remember another parent saying that when I grew up I was either going to be in jail for mass murder, or the prime minister, as if there were no other option.
I wonder how many other people did similar things as a kid and turned out completely ordinary.
- imesh 9y agoWhat makes you ordinary?
- hueving 9y agoNot old enough to be the prime minister yet.
- soperj 9y agoI'm not an offender of any kind, let alone a violent offender.
- Shank 9y agoI mean, there is a big difference between peeing on someone and trying to choke out one of your relatives. My family is full of mental health disorders and I've experienced the damage they cause first hand. For me, it was much more of a "so this is the complete extreme" experience -- it was a good example of "almost entirely far gone."
- soperj 9y agoI have no mental health disorders though. I just had some completely off the handle reactions to people bullying me, or picking on me in any way. I was one of the smallest people in my class, and it never turned out well for the other person. I would blackout with rage. I've never remembered what happened in a fight, but can still remember every detail leading up to it.
- Loomie 9y agoObviously I'm not in your head and I could be wrong, but I think what sets you apart from the kids described in the article is that you acted on emotions. The kids described had none. They knew what they were doing, they did not black out in rage. The harm they did was calculated. It seems to me that you had bursts of violence because you felt hurt yourself and needed to make things 'right', not just because you found joy in harming others.
- soperj 9y agoI guess, but I think when people read the article, the part that's scary is the violence. The lack of empathy is disturbing (i don't lack empathy). I guess I wonder how many people actually have one without the other, either the extreme violence or the lack of empathy without it, and whether it's the combination of the two? I also have a really low resting heart rate, around 40 beats per minute.
- icc97 9y agoI too would get very angry from being bullied. This is actually something that would entertain others at school - seeing how angry I got. What you didn't mention in your original post was that you'd done most of those things out of retaliation - not premeditated. That's a major difference from being a psychopath. However, I think my situation is much less severe - I've never caused anyone any more than bruises (nor had blackouts), I would certainly say that the anger I have is a mental health issue. Not at a criminal level, but certainly at a level that can cause problems with work/life relationships. I've went to see a therapist for about a year and it's really unbelievably helpful. I wish going to see a psychotherapist was as easy for people to do as going to see a physiotherapist.
- fjdlwlv 9y agoYou confessed to several violent offenses in your first post
- reledi 9y agoPlaying devil's advocate. A lack of a criminal record doesn't make you completely ordinary. The people you spend most of your time with and your therapist might have a different opinion of you than yourself.
- nightfly 9y agoDid eyelid kid get it re-attached okay?
- soperj 9y agoYeah, no real ill effects.
- fjdlwlv 9y agoWhen did you stop being a psychopath? Were you aware of the change?
- soperj 9y agoIf you truly believed I was a psychopath, why would you try to antagonize someone like that?
- Bakary 9y agoThe article itself mentions that many kids presenting psychopathic traits end up as normal adults. (or at least normal on the surface)