I don't really see a problem here; your mind is drifting wandering. Pretty clear that you are restless but it's likely mostly in you. 1. Meditation and taking

I don't really see a problem here; your mind is drifting wandering. Pretty clear that you are restless but it's likely mostly in you. 1. Meditation and taking time out of the day to enjoy your life 2. Take time out of your day to enjoy what you have 3. Remember to take time out of your day to enjoy life for what it is. Not what it can be. 4. Take time out of your day to appreciate your peers and your loved ones. Take them out to dinner or just show how much you appreciate them. 5. Lastly if you really want to quit; you need to setup an exit plan. It's clear you have a few excuses; hell don't we all. Can't find someone to replace you? well if the domain knowledge is high; it's likely needing to be documented and distilled down. Maybe it's too much for 1 person maybe 2 or 3 people could replace you. Lastly stop assuming life has to be a certain way; it's hard enough with all these assumptions and expectations lumped on us. By beating yourself up you are just doing yourself a disservice. Don't forget to tell yourself how amazing you are; I mean you are a founder at a company that is not in debt. You could be acquired; you don't have to be a founder forever it sounds like. Time to take time and celebrate.