If this is a good example of the impostors syndrome you'll be happy to read about it and start feeling better. There is probably no unique answer but this might

If this is a good example of the impostors syndrome you'll be happy to read about it and start feeling better. There is probably no unique answer but this might help https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome