While this may not be the appropriate forum for what you shared, I am deeply saddened to hear what you have struggled through. No one deserves that kind of abus

While this may not be the appropriate forum for what you shared, I am deeply saddened to hear what you have struggled through. No one deserves that kind of abuse. And the severity of that pain would make forgiveness or empathy difficult for anyone. I am glad you desire to care for your self and your family, and I hope you experience success in those areas as you continue to heal and grow.