I am a programmer. I think I veered into the sciences because there were rules that made sense. I have trouble with being told, "this is just the way it is". I

I am a programmer. I think I veered into the sciences because there were rules that made sense. I have trouble with being told, "this is just the way it is". I went to church for the second time in years this past Sunday. I am moved by what I hear, but there is a silence when I try to listen for God's voice.