Try to figure out how you can talk about this issue with someone. When my mom died I couldn't do much (it wasn't as important b/c i was in management 1/2 ;-)),

Try to figure out how you can talk about this issue with someone. When my mom died I couldn't do much (it wasn't as important b/c i was in management 1/2 ;-)), and I eventually left the company, looking for something new. Maybe see a therapist, or find someone to talk about it with. I have no idea what happened, maybe you got a dui, maybe you broke up, maybe you witnessed a tragedy. In any case, talk it out with someone. Good luck, life goes on. Even if you made some bad choice that affected someone else, you could try to help improve the world as partial compensation.