A change in your perspective. Buy some really good, perspective transforming books and read them. Sorry I don't wish to offer advice on which books at this time

A change in your perspective. Buy some really good, perspective transforming books and read them. Sorry I don't wish to offer advice on which books at this time, but there must be some such books for you somewhere. A change in perspective can be incredibly powerful. And valuable. And I think, anything that can alter the way you see the world and yourself dramatically, is probably the most dramatic way to alter your life.