I would suggest start doing things that you think make you happy. Even for 5 mins. Keep a note of your time and happiness level. Over time you'll figure out th

I would suggest start doing things that you think make you happy. Even for 5 mins. Keep a note of your time and happiness level. Over time you'll figure out things that make you happy at the current stage of your life. That is honestly step-1 but the single biggest step in finding what you are looking for.