I am uncomfortable with the reality that I will have to watch my parents and three remaining grandparents pass (and the same on my wife's side), but there's no

I am uncomfortable with the reality that I will have to watch my parents and three remaining grandparents pass (and the same on my wife's side), but there's no way I'd give up the years we've had and the support they've given and will give for having experienced it earlier. I'm so much more equipped to deal with the sorrow now as an adult. As a kid, it just hurts and makes no sense at all. As the study points out, if you lose them young, you're left to wonder what might have been. If you lose them old, you know.