At the end of the day, it comes from one's own motivations and I do feel your sentiments regarding the 3 powers you mentioned. 1. Excitement/involvement is tou

At the end of the day, it comes from one's own motivations and I do feel your sentiments regarding the 3 powers you mentioned. 1. Excitement/involvement is tough to manage but at the end of the day, if you're burned out, the excitement dies down. At least that's what happened to me. And as mentioned, there are times when I didn't think of how to solve a problem that the solution came to me. 2. I had to overcome the obstacle of money and the fear of being fired. In the past, it used to affect me greatly but I've learned how to deal with it over the years through chanting (meditation), philosophy and other activities.