cheers! I cant count how many times I wish I could melt into a dipping sauce so I can be eaten and disappear. At one point though, I decided I've had enough and

cheers! I cant count how many times I wish I could melt into a dipping sauce so I can be eaten and disappear. At one point though, I decided I've had enough and started to pay attention to what it takes to 'fit in'. Looking back, the best decision I made was to hire a pickup artist for a weekend. Spending a weekend talking to a dozen beautiful women (out of my league) and getting feedback on my body language, things I said, social awareness, etc, after each interaction helped me break through a glass ceiling in terms of 'fitting in'.