Those who are depressed have an autopilot. It's called sucking it up and doing what you're supposed to do, despite the inexplicable desire to cry all the time a

Those who are depressed have an autopilot. It's called sucking it up and doing what you're supposed to do, despite the inexplicable desire to cry all the time and not wanting to live. You need to have an autopilot to survive. You need to be able to ignore those feelings and thoughts when you need to just get your shit together and do what you need to do. Depression isn't the yearning for a "deeper knowledge of how the world works". In fact, I'm pretty sure I'd want to kill myself if I ever found out.