I live in the suburbs. Used to not being able to come back because of a delay at the airport, trains incidents, and no one available to lift you. Thus, staying

I live in the suburbs. Used to not being able to come back because of a delay at the airport, trains incidents, and no one available to lift you. Thus, staying in a gloomy airport or train station being jet lagged and having hallucination because of sleep depravation while waiting for the first train, and urging to not sleep to be sure I will neither miss my stop nor get robbed while sleeping. Once you experienced your fears and survived them, you lose them and gain confidence. I now kind of enjoy this «voyage au bout de la Nuit».