Honestly with your viewpoint and attitude, you shouldn't yet be in a position to make life changing decisions at a company. It's not a bad thing, but I suspect

Honestly with your viewpoint and attitude, you shouldn't yet be in a position to make life changing decisions at a company. It's not a bad thing, but I suspect you're young and eager but you're not really mature enough for the next step. It will work out with time and experience. Patience is one of those things you gotta learn before you're ready for that next step. If you're a developer, get involved in some open source projects and contribute. You'll find people better than you and you'll learn from that and hone your skills.