I have the same problems as the author but I also have to worry about money because none of the risks I took have paid off. The only thing I look forward to is

I have the same problems as the author but I also have to worry about money because none of the risks I took have paid off. The only thing I look forward to is the next economic crisis; then maybe I'll be able to build something out of the rubble of other people's failures. Economic stability is painful for me.