I'm 43. I haven't accomplished much yet, don't have enough money to get by, but I don't want to lose my sleep over it. I never lose hope and stop being optimist

I'm 43. I haven't accomplished much yet, don't have enough money to get by, but I don't want to lose my sleep over it. I never lose hope and stop being optimistic. Looks like you're suffering from burnout. When you are not your normal self, you can't think properly. See if it's just wealth, success you're after and see if these are the culprits. Like moraya-re said, balance is the key. Take a break. Empty your mind. Talk to people around you. Spend time in nature. If you can, exercise, run. It's important that you have healthy sleep habits. Stay clean. Maintain your physical and mental health, or you won't be able to achieve what you want in life.