No offense, this is a huge pity party you're throwing yourself. You said you "blew" five interviews without providing any information or taking any responsibil

No offense, this is a huge pity party you're throwing yourself. You said you "blew" five interviews without providing any information or taking any responsibility. Also, you say that you've been doing development for 20 years. Do you think you're entitled to something purely based on your experience, even though it might not be relevant? Also, five interviews is just a drop in the bucket. What did you expect your interview pass rate to be, over 20%? That seems highly unrealistic.