Sounds like me. I always need pressure to actually get work done. This probably does not help you very much, but you could try to find a job working at the stu

Sounds like me. I always need pressure to actually get work done. This probably does not help you very much, but you could try to find a job working at the stuff you would want to do in your freetime - combining the pressure of a work environment with the fun subject you care about. Not easy though and might kill the fun in it...