The math is more approachable than it may seem. My recommendation is to read textbooks (not online tutorials or crash courses), which will guide you through the

The math is more approachable than it may seem. My recommendation is to read textbooks (not online tutorials or crash courses), which will guide you through the mathematical concepts and notation. Each little bit builds on the previous one, so if you read a few pages a day, every day, then after a few months, then concepts that once seemed very fancy will start to become more intuitive since you've seen the parts arranged in a different way before.