I just remember God does not exist, and thus my failures are not due to an hidden goal. Then I breath. I remember that keeping faith is about accepting failur

I just remember God does not exist, and thus my failures are not due to an hidden goal. Then I breath. I remember that keeping faith is about accepting failures : there is no win if there is no risks. Fear and anxiety kills the spirit. I know they are direct consequences of failures, and I accept them. It does not mean I let fear rule my life. Then, I remember our wold is about luck. So, I plan my next try at doing something, and I look back at my failures to see what valuables lessons I learned. Basically they boil down to: work hard, keep it simple, and don't get tricked again in investing your time/money/energy/emotions in stuff that don't make you feel good. Love your self and who you are not a cool picture built for being accepted by others. Life is no popularity contest. Failures taught me I can rise again. Success taught me it is all about luck. Failures and success taught me that the only way to potentially win is to try again. And why do I try that much? Because, well, it is in my Nature, and the more the competition is unfair like nowadays, the more it makes me want to defy the odds because I am bored. I don't know what your motivations are, I just know mine. But failures should have taught you a great load of things you can use to understand your true self and empower it. Failures are so valuable I regret not having failed when I was younger. There is a curse in being lucky, I am glad my curse was lifted.