I'm in the same boat as you, video games are a competitive thing for me. I've been a CounterStrike junkie since CS became a thing in the 90's? I don't remember

I'm in the same boat as you, video games are a competitive thing for me. I've been a CounterStrike junkie since CS became a thing in the 90's? I don't remember the year but I've probably spent more than a thousand hours playing that game. I have to win, and I can't stop until I've destroyed my competition. I'm finally at a point in life where I can just let the computer sit and not play, though I haven't quit entirely. I can honestly say that if I'd spent a thousand hours playing guitar instead of CS I'm sure I'd be a lot better off.