Sometimes I see such visualizations and it makes me depressed. I'm a day dreamer most days and any other days I feel like it takes me twice as long to get prod

Sometimes I see such visualizations and it makes me depressed. I'm a day dreamer most days and any other days I feel like it takes me twice as long to get productive with a certain framework than it does other colleagues. But I have other visions and I see the bigger picture and at some points there are ideas, BIG ideas that no else seems to get excited about BUT I can get excited about and I think to myself "You're so slow, how are you ever going to get to the end of your vision?" So maybe that's my big challenge, how do I make my vision complete? Do I use Rent A Coder? Do I code it myself and not worry about a time line because time constraints are just worries made up my by subconscious? I don't think I will ever work at the speed of DHH, Jamis Buck, or any other contributor. But I think I have a vision. And I will complete it.