Thank you very much for sharing this. It's gut wrenching to read, and I can only imagine even harder to go through. But. > I can't live without her. What doe

Thank you very much for sharing this. It's gut wrenching to read, and I can only imagine even harder to go through. But. > I can't live without her. What does she want? Because I imagine she would very much want you to live - to live an extremely full and vibrant life. The life you two had hoped to have. On her list of wishes, I'm betting thats among the top. And I bet among them, thats the one wish you could actually make good on. Your love is wonderful - its why you do what you do for her. I hope you spend the rest of your life celebrating it and sharing it with others.