I've thought a lot about this and can only conclude that the only reason that drives me (when I could be in other socially and financially better jobs) is the p

I've thought a lot about this and can only conclude that the only reason that drives me (when I could be in other socially and financially better jobs) is the promise of striking gold with some successful B2C or B2B product, be it VR or CRUD apps. Actual CS engineering is interesting but not worth making as many sacrifices for.