> My life is a fucking hell, and I also spend a lot of time contemplating suicide. I do this also. A little unsolicited advice. I know it's a throwaway, so i

> My life is a fucking hell, and I also spend a lot of time contemplating suicide. I do this also. A little unsolicited advice. I know it's a throwaway, so i don't know if you'll see it. but here it is. Maybe you want to go skydiving, or visit petra, or build a farnsworth fusor. You're going to have really bad days or maybe years. I know it sounds hollow, and in the middle of those bad times it's a pretty flimsy support. But please consider promising yourself to follow through on one dream before you follow through on a plan. Make sure you're really done. Make sure there's nothing in the whole world that's interesting that you want to learn about. Because, when you follow through, you're really done. It's ok to ruin your health and credit rating to do something crazy if you're on the way out anyway. Jump out of the plane. Travel the world. Build the machine. It's your life, and you should live it as you see fit. But that extra bonus time in life can be pretty nice. Please please try everything out before you decide you're done.