Can't understand why you're getting downvoted. My experience with depression is like yours. It's easy to romanticize mild depression. It's impossible to romanti

Can't understand why you're getting downvoted. My experience with depression is like yours. It's easy to romanticize mild depression. It's impossible to romanticize serious depression: an utter inability to feel, which paradoxically results in a sucking black hole of numb despair; not being able to get out of bed, never mind go to work, talk to friends, or engage with the world in any meaningful way; and ultimately suicide. Depression is not "sadness." It's not stoicism. It's a complete disconnection from reality with zero upside.