I'm currently sitting in an airport after just getting back from Seattle. I had an interview for an internship with Microsoft. It was proably one of the best ex

I'm currently sitting in an airport after just getting back from Seattle. I had an interview for an internship with Microsoft. It was proably one of the best experiences of my life. Alone, in a big city, everything paid for, you couldn't beat it. Leading up to it, though, and after it I have had some of the worst thoughts, doubtfulness, strife, pain, and headaches that I have ever felt. I couldn't concentrate when reading, my appetite was way out of wack, and I really couldn't sleep at night. I haven't been able to sleep at night for a while now, perhaps a few months, and I'm tired of it. I lay there and toss and turn, and even when I do sleep I don't feel refreshed like I used to, or a refreshed feeling lasts only for a few minutes after I wake up. It's a little scary to think that this crept up on me without me even noticing. I trailed away a little there, sorry about that. Anyway, I always like to leave "red-eye" when I go on trips. I'm only 19, this is only the second time I've ever flown, but I quite like red eye. Because I made the decision to do that, I'm inadvertently pulling an all-nighter. I hope it works out.