Hi tevlon, You say "bioinformatics" and you already look incredible to me. That's it, for real ! It's easy to feel overwhelmed by life, and it's important (as

Hi tevlon, You say "bioinformatics" and you already look incredible to me. That's it, for real ! It's easy to feel overwhelmed by life, and it's important (as you do with this post) to step back or aside, and ask for help. All we can do is point to you how your life isn't as horrible as you see it, and is better than many. The path to walk is yours. 20 jobs, and 4 rejections, for a french developer without a "engineer degree" this is a daily routine, no kidding. I already know that saying it won't make you feel better about what rejection means for you. Quite annoying, yes.. , quite frustrating.... yes! But not that harsh to consider, after all. Why? Because most people will judge.. before anything, and trust me, you don't want to work for this kind of persons. Some will talk to you, and choose not to keep you. And with those guys it'll be fine to ask why they didn't want you. And as you'll ask them, you'll realize that you were in competition with other guys, feeling as overwhelmed as you do, and among them was one guy who was a better fit than the others for the job. Keep pushing ! Not being the best fit for one context doesn't mean being a waste. But that kind of thoughts is for everyone to deal with, each one of us keeps pushing. And you already pushed quite hard with THIS post. In martial arts we say : "Being afraid is good, driven by fear is bad. Fight fear, but do not kill it... for it'll save your life more than once." There is a little comic strip that will help summarize everything : http://www.viruscomix.com/page528.html http://www.viruscomix.com/page528.html What is feels like... What it is.. The correct word for your situation is "perspective". And any advice asking you to seek for help is a good one. As for perspective means "changing the point of view" Keep pushing:https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/df/53/de/df53dee946c4b7f4218fce4b9cb268a4.jpg https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/df/53/de/df53...