Hi, I read your comment with pain. I know what is to spend 10 year in lab and does not have house, nor car etc. However I would like to advice you to: 1) Forgi

Hi, I read your comment with pain. I know what is to spend 10 year in lab and does not have house, nor car etc. However I would like to advice you to: 1) Forgive yourself. When we are in problems we tends to put the guilt in ourselves. However, even if this was true, we can forgive ourselves. 2) List you skills. Go ahead without afraid and knock door asking job. Do not worry about the "NO", but worry to keep calm and search again. 3) If you do not get the ideal Job, seek jobs in such manner you get some money to pay you bills. 4) Be thankful for what you have. I can say that because you are in Germany. If you were in Brazil (I am from Brazil) or in Siria, the thing was really bad. For example, we are worry because our water is finishing. Do you have water? If yes, be thankful, because our water is finishing. Here in northeast Brazil there are months without rains. I think that more one or two months our cows will die without water. Is vary sad when you have cows and see them asking water feeling the death near. Here in Brazil, many Phd are jobless, because of corruption (of politics), the projects were canceled. Today I am working hard as programmer to have some budget, now I have only $4 in my bank account. My mother and my mother in law are feeding me for a while. I cannot go out Brazil because the visa is not easy and cheap. You can go out Gemmany, you have all the EU to go, but I cannot do that. 5) Sincerely, I would like to help you. But the situation does not allow. However I would like to recommends that if you feel alone, search a friend. Speak about the situation and put all bad feeling out. Recharge yourself and go fight. 6) Try to sleep well. 7) Try to get some solar light to improve you D vitamin. 8) Make physical activities. 9) Drink water (water is like gold) and not alcohol (alcohol will make you sad). 10) Go out home and help a street children, an old person. 11) If you have strong suicidal thinking, please, search some help. There are professionals that will help and you will see the life great again. Finally, excuse my English. Please, if I write something and you misunderstand forgive me. I am willing to help as I can. Go ahead. You will reach.