For a start I would like to say myself a student I sometimes lose hope about college,hobbies and everything but that is not a reason no to push yourself more .

For a start I would like to say myself a student I sometimes lose hope about college,hobbies and everything but that is not a reason no to push yourself more . If you like what you study or do you can start doing projects it's great way to track your progess and move forward another option could be to go trough an extensive tech niche why not go trough a web program (a nanodegree or course) about something you find interesting and want to explore not only that will give you an alternative way to find jobs but the learning phase will help you get more active in communities meet new people and so on . And remember never stop exploring yourself and enjoying life .