Sorry to hear that. It's easy to look at other people's lives and become envious but you are seeing the ideal part of their lives. The parts they want to expose

Sorry to hear that. It's easy to look at other people's lives and become envious but you are seeing the ideal part of their lives. The parts they want to expose. Everyone has their own problems - this does not belittle your problems but you have to understand it. I think you are not in a bad position in life. Comparing you to myself you are more educated in a really interesting field and you are probably a lot smarter. You speak two languages perfectly and you have worked which was more than I had when I got my first job. 20k of debt is not too bad. When you do start working, you will be able to put money towards paying that off and it will be gone in two years if you're able to budget correctly. I doubt my reply will really help you though. You need to power through this depression and pass your exams. You will eventually get a job and then you will look back and think "well done self, I did it".