Be thankful you can wake up everyday without needing help, you can feed yourself, you can go for a jog, you can go to the library, you can cook an egg. You have

Be thankful you can wake up everyday without needing help, you can feed yourself, you can go for a jog, you can go to the library, you can cook an egg. You have choices and life is not fair and no matter even if you had a great job you will still have debt and probably always will. I quit my job making $100K (US) no benefits and no savings to start a company and we just started paying ourself after 2-1/2 years of little to no pay. I am 40 and I get to wake up everyday and build my company and know that I can make an impact everyday. Hang in there because we have all wanted to take a rather dark path at one time or another but people care you just have to give them a chance. You will get through this and if you want to work for a Startup in the US with little to no pay I am sure we could have you help us out doing something. You have knowledge which nobody can ever take away from you and just as you were not educated overnight, you can't expect all your problems to be fixed overnight. Take 1 bite of the elephant at a time. Make a list of 3 things/goals that can be done and start working on them. As my grandfather said "Never miss an opportunity to smile at the sun". Go outside and take daily walks to start and stay hydrated. Happy to talk more but I swear to you that life gets better.