> I can rustle up a passable impression of a normal person because I know it is part of the deal... I feel like this, even though I'm by no means shy. I feel l

> I can rustle up a passable impression of a normal person because I know it is part of the deal... I feel like this, even though I'm by no means shy. I feel like everything I know about interacting with other people was learned in a very deliberate way. I'm conscious of not being what I appear - to the extent that I will also comfortably discuss that with someone.