"I wouldn't want to go home and do what I do at work, but I love programming things that I choose to program." This statement here is what has kept me a good d

"I wouldn't want to go home and do what I do at work, but I love programming things that I choose to program." This statement here is what has kept me a good distance away from developer positions. I love to come up with programs, study them generally, and even /potentially/ develop a new branch of mathematics with which to frame my ideas BUT I can't bring myself to write code for cash (unless the program is something I came up with personally and just happens to be worth something to someone else.. but even then I dislike the added stress of selling a hobby project). tl;dr: I like to program BUT my consideration of having fun doesn't involve production-ready code. (In fact, I'm not sure what would make code production-ready [cleansing user inputs(?)], so perhaps it already is.)